Ready set go.

So, having plans is usually a bad idea, from experience I’ve semi-learnt and prefer to go with the flow. Just do whatever comes naturally, but sometimes things that you aspire to do, come with a bit of preparation. I mean, is it possible to get something that you want, without planning it? Seeing as wanting it, is already the first step of the plan?

STEP ONE

N.P.S

STEP TWO

Fall.

STEP THREE

Be okay.

STEP FOUR

Be content.

STEP FIVE

Say whut.

STEP SIX

Think.

STEP SEVEN

Plan (to a certain degree).

STEP EIGHT

Be guilty.

STEP NINE

(Try to) Go with the flow.

STEP TEN (OPTIONAL)

Ponder, plan and execute.

Current life events have formulated this plan. Currently. Step nine, what do? I say to just do it… but I can’t have a good conscience afterwards, no matter what I do. So do it? Or not? Go with the flow, that coincides. Hrmmmmmm. TO PONDER. 3AM. Time to try and get some rest. :)

It’s always hard to realise just how little you matter to someone. When your mind would rater delude you, into believing that there is something more.

Oh hai there Tumblr. It’s time to start a new Tumblr. With or with out Max’s help, I shall make it an epic tale! Although it won’t be the same as what I thought it would set out to be, I think it will still be great

How much do you wanna bet, that if I was anywhere else with the same internet connection, alone at home, my internet connection wouldn’t go down nearly as much as it does these days?

Every single time I get a text, Facebook message, MSN notification, anything. I get a little bit happier, because it means at that particular moment.. that person was thinking about me..

If I was to ever render myself null from this existence. I would clear up my commitments that I an endowed with to others and once my mind is clear, I could disappear.

Those who do not remember their anger, hatred, love, desire for others are not those who forget and simply forget or move on from these feelings. I commend them for their willpower.

The past is the past, but do you ignore what you felt and move on with your life. Or harbour things that may endanger your already disturbingly quiet and cut off life?

Sometimes… you just need a big hug to make everything feel that little bit better..

closing the doors, locking it and throwing the key into the darkness. never again will I open up like that, causes too much bother in others.